Behh step tidoo.

Currently listening to taylor swift songs. She's in singapore. Awww, wish i could go to her concert. I've been listening to different genres from just now. From rnb to clubby electro songs then to malay oldies then to indon songs and lastly taylor swift songs.(Y) All of this have reasons. I meaaaannn i am missing boyfriend eventho i just catch a movie with him yesterday. We watched Green Hornet and it was the bomb! After that we had our lunch at Food culture then head to t mart. Before that we had a lil argument which wasnt ended with an explaination. Some things are meant to be ignored and just go with the flow. Yeah?

 Cpa &ebs coursework has alrdy start and im soooo doomped. I have to go and text with baaay and off to pen down on my cute diary and crash to bed :)

• 7 more day to Valentines day &
• 8 more days to 6th anni.
• Next month on 15 march will be our 7th month
• Two days after that will be on 17 march will be baay's birthday
• Two days after that will be on 19 march will be going to azzura.

Woww, i have to really save up alot of money. Im gonna be broked. After all of that imma chill and start studying for my n level and bby is gonna start working for his school. Daaamn.

Currently at the lab now and i hate every tuesday's -'- cause its such a freaking long day at school and i dunnoe why the hell am i very tired.

Uhhhmm, valentines day &6th month is coming soon. Very fast huh!? I dunnoe why im so excited for it.  One day after valentines day is my 6th. Wooo coool

Yesterday i met bby at his house and we were sooo happy. But it ended with anger in heart. We were joking around while waiting for my texi to arrive. Suddenly i slapped him. I mean i always do that. But i slapped him real hard. After that his face changed and straight away my taxi came and he went..........

Omg, i dunnoe why im blogging bout this but i really feel guilty. I feel like sucha bad gf. Sorry love :(

Today school was pretty exhausted, drained &worn out. Isn't all of it is the same meaning, hahaa! So firstly yesterday went to grandlink with atikah, hakim, zaki &baay. After that off to bay's house, ate and chilled. When we are walking to the bus stop, we ran across the traffic light and off the pathways but the bus didn't stop. Greaaat -.- So we waited for the next bus. I reached home late and get a short nagging from mum.

After i washed up and stuffs. Slept at 1 30 am? Soooo i was freaking tired in the morning to drag myself to the toilet. After bathing, i still feel very sleepy and i slept for 5 to 7 minutes on my bed with towel around my body and my wet hair. My mum talked to me bout smtg and i slept again. Thats the fcking shit tired ever. The first period i slept -...-' Buuut lucky i slept for only two lessons. which is on math and english. I know i wasn't supposed to sleep during math lesson but my eyes were very watery till my classmates think im crying.

Afterall today was the shitiest day ever. The reason is because i went back and forth to the school toilet for a total of 3 times. How great can that be. My stomach is killing me =.= The  very last time is i ran out of my classroom and went to the toilet without any hesitations eventhough there's no teacher inside the class. I went back and get scolded cause i did not asked any permission. Fcked up school lah have to ask for the pass before going out -...-

Now im home waiting for baaaaay <3

Today is such a fcked up day. Woke up late, iron my uniform last minute and thr is no white socks to be found. Had to go schl with black socks and straight away buy a new one before the bell rings. My stomach ache suck. I feel like i've not enough sleep =.= My classmates the guys is pissing me off. I forgot bout my uniform after p.e. I left it at the play area and my classmates saw it they threw on top of the dustbin. Fml uhhh today -..-' Im not eating when its recess cause i think im just gonna throw up or have stomach ache and shit. Shitting at school is the uncomfortable place to shit everrrrr. There is still epok2 inside my bag and i have not finished it up. Imma eat that during recesss. Hope it won't hurt. I want baby with me now :( Haaaishh..

Today is another mundane day. Wake up in the morning, bath and off to school. Nothing much in school. Mr yip told us things about camp stuffs and im soo excited for it. All those activities they told. OH MY GUCCI !!! Wooo. When i wanna go home, there's no key. So i called amirah cause my puch is left with her. Checked my pouch and thr's no key to be found. Daaamn, waited for my sis till 7 or 8. WIth amirah for hours. WAHAHAA. She thought me one korean game which made us laugh our ass out like literally! Baaay wanna wait for me till i reach home cause he wants to on the phone. But sadly my sis came home late. His asleep by now. Guess he's really tired by attending his soccer cca just now.

I have to say this but im very very very proud of him. Saying he wants to change for the btter, study hard and suuch. He went for his cca just now. What a shocking thing. Omgg baby im soo proud of you. Hopefully the both of us will have good results in our school for this year aye. Okaaay i know its getting boring hereeeeeeeeeeee. Im done and imma crash to bed now taaa!

More pix on facebook

Had a double date with amirah and muslih at East Coast Park. Me and baby stayed till the sun rise and went to his house. At night i went home :)

Pictures are not in order.

More pix on my Facebook.

So spent my countdown at scape. It was hell of a fun even tho there are some things cropped up. Arguments and stuffs. After all its a brand new year for all of us. Amirah friends joined us and it was great. Saw lotsa familiar faces. Even my brother was there too! Suprisingly huh.Haahaa. You guys may be thinking why am i updating my onsugar right.Cos i've no site to go and decided to update my onsugar. Another reason is because im at school!!!

Today is the first day of school.Woohooo.But its kindda bored. I missed the food so much. But after eating it i get cramps. When i get back home, i have to seriously shit out. Heehee. I feel like texting someone but his prepaid-less. Daaamn, nevermind.Endure and i'll get to use with it. I can't wait for march. Its gonna be my 7th anni, bay's birthday & beach party. Can't enjoy for a long time. N level is heree. Daaaaaaaamn hate this~

Breakfast with Taylor <3

Sleepover <3

My Taylor, Romeo, Busuk masam &everything <3

Despite all those fights, tears and such we went thru, we managed to still overcome everything. I never thought that we could be together, in a relationship. Cause what i did last time was only dumping you, making you like a rubbish. I never thought the things that you did last time, you were trying so hard to get me. To be more in love with me. I treasure every moments with you. Sleeping over your house. Knowing your whole family. Makes me feel im home. Having to sleep beside you, cuddle with you. Bed time story eventho its crappy. Waking up with our smelly face &mouth. Heg heg. Staying up till dawn with you. Fetching you from school. Movies. Dinner and all such. I really love you Muhd Faizal Bin Manaf. I really never thought we could be this way. Your the best i every had. <3

I think im gonna move to my blog again. cos, im getting bored with this. and its very common now. kay, BYE!

Happy 5th monthsary yg tk menjadi, Radhi.. Ouhkay, taking care <:

kay now im really not satisfied bout wat you told people the bad things about me. aku tanak ungkit. but now then i knew the truth. sorry if im typing here. but this is my blog, my pasal. just shutup and read. kay, im not satisfied about ppl telling me (dun have to noe) that you broke up with me because of my attitude. bcause i control you rabak2. this is wat i heard uh, when im closed with amy and lyshaa i changed, i controlled you. hmm, hello mister. pardon me. the first im closed with them is when we went to geylang together. and before that you changed alrdy. you didnt even treat me like your girlfriend. no texts or calls anymore. if you wanna say that after im close with them then i changed. i think its stupid cause bfore that i didnt even contacted you. after the geylang thingy also, you didnt text me. till i msg you, then you msg me. and you said to people, "pike die baek sgt pe." haaah! sialaah. Go back and reflect yourself in the mirror and ask yourself. Did you did your very best in our relationship? I think from the second month you already started shouting vulgartities at me and dont care. Cause the very first time you shout vulgartities at me i argued with you. But i admit uh, we did joke around and say vulgarities at each other. But, at times you don't know how hurt am i. You don't know how your words cut me very deep. Mayb you'll think, siak ah dek ni maken lame maken sensitive siak. Bcause bfore that i've never approached you bcause of these. Bcause i know your attitude, you'll go like, kimak, stakat siak. tu pon tk leh kene siket pe. But you don't know how soft a woman's heart is. Anyhoos, i don't wanna create any fights during this Hari Raya bcause im tired of fighting and i just want to know the real facts and feelings from your mouth, sincerely. That is all i wished for. Anything, im sorry if i've hurt you in anyways. Overall im not satisfied with is, you told people wrong thing bout me before reflecting yourself & one girl go and tell her good fren. And i think its stupid of her to tell her. Cause, im close with her. HAHA! dumbo. Sorry, i can't take it anymore.

All i wished for is have a heart to heart conversation with you eventough were over and done with. But the last time, you ran away from problems. You didn't tell me. And how should i know. If your just lazy to see my face, or lazy to talk about the past things, or wat soever your reason is. Then i think, its okay. Just takecare.

today school is, errr, no need to explain. bored =.= mr teo is seriously sick, tired and mostly sad about my class. i mean my classmates. he knew that some of my classmates, i think including me, always do something behind his back like make faces or something. because he always nags, and that time he embarassed me early in the morning. fck lh =.= just now when his walking to syamil, he passed by my table and i did my hand signal like, "almk dekni!" haha. then he saw he turned and smiled. wtf, whats gotten into him? GIVE UP LAR CHER. haha!

then met lyshaa and esha at rc 3 2. went my house and slacked while and i changed my clothes. met an at jc busstop then me and lyshaa was hungry soo we went to mini mart. no hot water. walked to loyang point and bought cup noodle. haha! prangai. paisey you noe from loyang point  walk to rc with that cup noodle. when were on our way to rc back, saw aus. he followed us and slacked at rc. yadayadayada. break fasted at arzil house and slacked at 3 2. karimah was thr also. then kan, i saw ahmad. he make face sia. cbkia tol~ haha! and 9 30 i went off. soo,yaaah.

i think im gonna sleep now. and amirah, i put ur post in drafts uhh. menyems ahh pat blog aku! haaaaa.

tmorrow lyshaa ask me to study at her house. mayb esha will be joining. see first uhh. i dun have my textbook. spoiler of the day ahh. mcm mane nk blaja. haah.

friday going geylang. okay dh best? seronok tk bace? haah =.= sacarstic actually. i have a boring blog. and i find onsugar veryveryvery common now. just feel like moving to blogger bck. pffft~

hey im amirah vig here! still stuck on her onsugar blog.. dunno why.. hahahah! oi gylerr kau gi maner ni tak kol aku.. sedih member.. haahah. she dunno that from the day she make the onsugar thingy on my com she forgets to log out so now i still havent log out hers.. hehehehehehehe...now blogging at her blog.. im waiting for her call from pagi tadi n btw i didnt go to school just now!!1 hahaha... amiraz!! bsk camner nak meet kau skrg ni?! kau tak tau tadi aku tak skola kan? beh kau tak kol aku... hmmm..da lar susah nak contac kau skrg ni!!! anyoneee can rent for her spare phone!!1 urgggg... kau make sure bsk after skol kol aku ehy! aku nak meet kau n atikah! hoho... n molly.. btw bsk aku nak gi town nga molly jap shopping then nak beli bende.. then aku blanje krg buke luar.. nak? tgk uh kalau aku da dpt duit $500 aku.. tapi cmfrm tinggal $300 psl nak bayar aku pey kaki injury ni.. leceh pahh.. hahaah.. yg penting nyer kau da bacer ni kau kol aku ehhyy... haha.. kalau aku tak angkat kat kol uma aku mcm biaser.. hahaha.. n tadi kau tak jumper ruddyy? heheh.. jkjk paisey2 byee laaa

KAMSAHAMNIDA!

currently in dnt room. nazrul interframe je pat blkg, haaaaa. today i dunnoe weather i wanna slack or just study at home. if stay at home dun have asap, pade lyshaa. shheeesshh. tk buley jadi ni. kering saak ni mcm. MENDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK NYE NI SKETCH UP! o.O

this picture is when i sleptover at yana's house. she was bored so she did perm my hair. haha. just now after school slacked at pasir ris then went home. wtf, today is not my day sia! palatut. i was sweating and thought i could go home straight away and bath. but my brother just pissed me off. i heard voices of the tv. and i didnt brought my key. so i knocked like normal. then i got mad i kicked and knocked the door like on tailong. still never open the door. Binget lah siaa. then my neighbour lent their phone to me. and called him like one mad dog still never answer. serious pey tido mati siak. then i went amirah;s house awhile. called him again and again. finally he picked up! i mrh up side down left right center siak. went home and changed clothes. enjoy fan then switch on tv. sooon i doze off. serious shyt pey nantok uh niari. dunnoe why. then just now in school i slept on the starting of english lesson till the end of music lesson. woke up only my friends told me my eyes red. ayayai, nantok luh. i slept 2 + near 3 am ysterday. sheesh.

then i doze off in front of the tv screen rite? my other siblings also slept. so all tnga penat and we break fasted late. isshh! mum bought me a gold bangle for raya. errrrrrr, didnt i tell you i hate golds. but nevermind uh. i app anw.

cute kape